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my thorn and my rose.

Journal Entry: Thu Nov 12, 2009, 10:23 AM
I hate the pain that I went and put you through
'Cause I'll never be perfect 'cause I'll never be you
What the air doesn't see, the heart can't breathe
But all that pain went away when I saw you leave.


ignore all that *looks down*
cancer jab didn't really hurt - thank god for EMLA anasthetic cream!
it was just be and jenny in the room: they recruited us off the streets, lol. so it wasn't that bad. i guess it depends on who's actually injecting you, and their technique.

so that doesn't really hurt, but when she did the blood test, she got one of my nerves, and its been spasming all day! really fucking hurts. hope it's better for the maths exam tomorrow.
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Blood test today.
well, i was meant to have one.
but cause i'm so fucking scared of a bit of metal going in my skin, i had 2 panic attacks so she couldn't do it in either arm. so i've got to go through shit again on monday.

Honestly, it's not that hard! just get it over and done with, then you won't have had to have 4 attempts at it! stop being a wimp. you do want to get better don't you? well then shut the fuck up.

Cancer jab tomorrow. i'm going to make a fool of myself again.

Loads of people were shit scared, but they didn't start crying and being a baby did they? grow up.

People change.
We never talk anymore.
I never see you anymore.
Remember those days, those private jokes, the fun times?
The memories?
That's all they are now: broken memories.

Really fucking hate it now. I've lied to you, and you don't know who i really am. i'm scared incase you find out. you'll be horrified. you didn't believe me, but boy, you should've.
Sorry.


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now i'm over with my emo journal.
there's no point in being all like this.

  • Mood: Fear
  • Listening to: makedamnsure

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Manchester (ok, Glossop, but it's BORING!)
  • Print preference: Potato Print
  • Interests: being a general band geek--- MUSIC
  • Favourite band or musician: the blackout, youmeatsix, dananananaykroyd, paramore, Breaking Benjamin, alesana
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock, Indie, Alternative, EVERYTHING!!
  • Favourite photographer: Tasharose
  • Favourite style of art: anything that captures the emotion.
  • Operating System: Puppet On A String
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod Nano
  • Wallpaper of choice: music
  • Skin of choice: anyone's but mine.
  • Tools of the Trade: Music and emotion

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I do have loads of ID's, but they never seem to fit this boxy thing ^!
so, hmm..just look in my gallery for the pics haha


erm..music is my life...atm my fave bands are The Blackout, Dananananaykroyd and You Me At Six.
I'm a sucker for lyrics. I write them all over tables, books, me etc.
YM@6 seem to have relevant lyrics about friendship and bitching which are pretty relevant in today's society, Dananan.. have random lyrics that always cheer me up about cross stitching and atoms XD and The Blackout just have a variety about Love, Friends and Zombies..

so yeah, (: xx

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:O thankyouuu! :D

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thankyou for the fave

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Thankyouthankyouthankyou ~ <3

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thanx for the fave!! :heart:
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thank you very much for the fave :] x

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Thankyou for the fav :)

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:iconktyorkie:
hey vicki! umm how do u put a deviation as yur ID? im kinda confuzed :S lol xx

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:ahoy: =P
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lol, when you submit it, put it in the catagory -> deviantart related, -> deviant id

then on your page click the id box and choose it :) x

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Miss! The clock's going RAPIDTIME

me: what's a hardrive?
it's the thing cd's go in..
:iconktyorkie:
ahh okies thank you! :D x

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